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Hi blog, long time no see...

I feel like a latchkey author. To be honest, I've been swept up by life.

School, the girl, the endless maintenance of life... It takes a lot to keep all those plates spinning. Well, now the girl is gone so I should have some spare time to blog away to my heart's content. At least, I think she's gone, she seems to be seriously confused about things and can't seem to cut the cord.

Anyway, it's been a pretty heavy ride for the past three or so months. I've learned a great deal about myself: the limits of my abilities, my faults, my passions, the dreams I wish to keep and the dreams I know I must let go. It isn't an everyday occurrence for someone to review their life and try to bridge the gap between the man he is and the man he wishes to become.

There's just so much I need to let go of. I hadn't realized how much baggage I've been carrying around all these years. It's funny how it all sneaks up on you. Every time you think you've shed some off, POP, there's some more. For the first time in years, I've been in a relationship that helped to shed some off, instead of mounting heaps on my shoulders. There's a lot of work to be done now. For the first time in years, I have a clear image of the person I wish to grow into. 31 years of life isn't too late for making one's mind up on an identity, right?

Sorry for the fragmented entry. I'm trying to put down a beehive of thoughts here before class starts.

Ok, more later.

rant

Within a week, I've managed to break my laptop, lose my girl, and get the most devastating case of the flu.

Ja Mi Wa!!!!

I'm so friggin tired. I've been averaging about 4-6 hours of sleep a night for the past week. I honestly can't believe how much work I have to do. On top of all this I just realized that my living stipend won't carry me through the semester since I had to purchase so many books. Looks like I have to throw a part-time job on top of the heap. Huzzah.

Density

I'm so friggin tired.

Things have been insanely busy, evidenced by my lack of posting. How is everyone? How're tricks? I'm ok. I'm a bit fried, but still standing.

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